One way to go...

This really needs no comment but, just so the unspeakable is not thought— that youtube vids are going up as a replacement for thoughtful comment, I'll say that this is really a great mature solution to some problems in musical thinking by a master of both electronic composition and acoustic. This is from 1989, but Davidovsky has recent pieces in the series from 2007.

Best of luck! Listen as if you are a fraud.